Where did you come from ?? Why cant you stop talking ?? Why are you like this ?? Why dont you do this ?? How come you're always on the computer ?? You sure your teacher din't say anything else ?? Can you understand me ?? Do you want me chilli or tomato ?? Do you love me or not ?? Do you like her ?? Did you miss me ?? Where are you ?? What time is it ?? How many days do you have left ?? Why dont you get started ?? Can you retype this for me ?? Can you put these over there?? Do you wanna go down to London ?? Do you miss him ?? Do you think its worth it ?? Why dont you make up your mind ?? How are you gonna get through this ?? How are you gonna cook that without this ?? How come this noise NEVER go away ?!?!?!?!?!!?!?
(ALL I HEAR IS YAYAYAYAYA, YOU'RE TALKING WAY TO MUCH... I CANT EVEN HEAR ME NOW...i cant remember the lyrics...hahaah....OUTTA MA, OUTTA MA HEAD...GET OUTTA MA HEAD !!! )
AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! JUST SSHHHhhhhhhhhh.....
Some would tell me.....Think happy thoughts...
Some would suggest....Just go to your room and cry it out...
Some wisper to me......Pray...
Some saying....Just give it time.....
Some will type.... Forget it and put up a smile...
Some just gives up and say...suck it up !!!
All these voices i can hear in my inner mind...
My time has begun...its changing.
Except the calming silent that i've been looking for... i cant find.
My life has started to turn... Its my believing..
All that i have now... He tells me its temporary...
All that i dont have...She tells me its not nessasary..
For one thing i know... I try to ignore...
The truth and facts are the best gifts... But yet to me, it is sore...
Not pain and confusion but faint in concussions...
Not gain and break free but stuck in obsession...
Im not stressed and also not annoyed...
I wrote this for the sake of my feelings...
Wrote this at 10:28am from my school's computer...
Wrote this on a Monday...
Wrote this on the 20th of July 2009.
WHAT ON EARTH AM I HOCKING ABOUT ?!?!?!
I dont know myself... Hannah ? Hesh ? Kala ? Do you ?? You dont ain't it ?? hahahahah....
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