Might just fall for you...

Hey all the girls out there with a secret crush ! I know this is an old one, but it's a perfect description !! Guys dont comment !!

I don’t know but I think I maybe fallin for you
Dropping so quickly, Maybe I should keep this to myself
Waitin til I know you better

I am trying not to tell you but I want to
I’m scared of what you’ll say so I’m hiding what I’m feeling
But I’m tired of holding this inside my head

I’ve been spending all my time just thinking boutcha
I don’t know what to do I think I’m fallin’ for ya
I’ve been waiting 'since i got here', now I found ya
I don’t know what to do, I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you...

As I’m standing here, you come over here
My heart starts pumpin
And you start to tease
All around us
I see nobody
Here in the crowd
It’s just you and me

Oh I just can’t take it
My heart is racing
Emotions keep spinning out

I can’t stop thinking about it
I want you always with me
Cause now I just can’t hide it
I think I’m fallin’ for you (x2)

I’m fallin’ for you

Nice song huh girls ?????

No inspiration.

Whatever it takes to make a person speak, is nothing,
whatever it takes make a person move is only a tiny thing, but
whatever it takes to make a person love, is everything.
I guess you can disagree, even if you think what im saying here is real. It does struck people when they suddenly write in their diary about all the embarrassing thoughts they have to themselves, the unforgivable things that they wanna do, and the blindly selfishness of wanting something to themselves, but all these, it wont happen ! would it ? Cause its all just in a diary ! You might think to yourself, how are you suppose to love this person who write all these things into their diary, but in the end, it turns out that person itself, is you! You are the person writing all these things in your own diary. How are you to cenvey the message from your diary into the real world ? By speaking ? My moving? Or by loving exactly what you write in your personal diary. Think im distured? I certainly think not. But im numbed by the surroundings with no inspiration, no comment, no initiative, no nothing.

What i found...

So now I tell you, there’s just one thing we need to concern about, that is NOT ourselves. They say this sound untrue, it is impossible….because we control ourselves, but controlling and concerning, it makes all the difference. If you wake up in the morning and someone says to you, ‘The other day, someone told me that you are the best person I can ever meet here’. Wouldn’t that make you feel good? Wouldn’t that just makes everything fine? Everything appear to have hope again? Everything to seem not-so-bad? Well, sometimes we all need that. And today, I found that. It is a chain that goes on and on…People who found it, lucky for them, people who don’t? Not so lucky then. Hey, I’m telling you again, it’s out there, your turn will come. Just hang on to something until it finds you.

XoXo,
Whichgirl.

Same old same, but different.

Here it is again, here comes exams !!! Anybody who's a student would know that exams is a pain in the ---. People normally feel stressed out and all, but if you have done what you could, then i guess that would just have to be your best bet right? Anyhow, DO NOT PANIC !!! On the friday 13th of November, im going to be taking the exam with others who have studied for a year, i however have only been studying it for 3 months to be exact, so what im trying to say is, i have the RIGHT to be stressed and to panic !!!!! Basically, im trying to make those who are going through SPM feel better cause my scenario is peobably worse than theirs...hugs hugs.... People who have even worse cases, do revisions!!!!!!! Just do it, just do it, just do it, just do it NOW. haha ! KABOOM !!!!

What hurts the most...

The thing is, i do not know what hurts me the most. I mean, normally people would know that there is something that they will be too broken hearted to lose, but despite the fact that i wanna know about others' , i dunno what hurts Me the most ? Anyway, i think i might needa try and lose some things to see which one hurts the most. Stupid but i think its pretty effective. Tell me some other ways would ya ?

Go easy !!

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Haven been round...

I've been biting my head off lately, there's just so many things NOT being able to do, but im trying to finish all those that i CAN do. Newest updates ? As for all of us year 11 students, we have to get a work placement (like a job on trial) somewhere as soon as possible. Because the school wants us to try out different jobs before we make that our career. Which is indeed really good for us. So, i've been emailing all different places that might be able to take me. There's the theatre, the University Physics department ( like work in a lab), there's also some art gallery that i contacted. They all had come back to me, some said they're fully booked and actually only ONE came back saying that she could consider me cause normally she only takes in 17 year old students. But now that she has come back to me, im scared to email her again. I cant imagine me working in a gallery, painting and drawing and all... So, she said to have an appoinment with her in the early November, ( something like an interview i think). And now im thinking if i should go there or i should keep looking for other work placement ?? Help... After all, the higher you climb, the further you fall back down.