I need to know.

I still haven't gotten over the thoughts of ''you looking after me''. I keep thinking that there's something else to it. Something that make sense to me. Cause this definitely does not. Please... help me find out. I need to know. If there's another meaning to it ? OR if its just a song to remind you of me and nothing else. Just tell me because YES I do feel that you are..... Just tell me... Dont make me suffer.

Other than that, now that im in England, the school that i previously got accepted has sent a letter to my mum saying that the council has intructed them to put me on hold yet again because there was no certification of my passport and address. So right now, my mum, my dad, my aunt, uncle Clive, and a lot more are all tryin to get me into a school here. Why so much trouble ? Because my mum believes that education here would be better than education in the country that I just came from. Well... My dad thinks differently, he thinks that I would do better from where I came from. What do I want ?? I think I would just wanna take one step at a time. Im only 15 ! Ok, fine... that might be old enough to make decisions but I wanna be happy. And right now, I dunno if i am or not. What if my parents go through so much and when i grow up, I turn out to be something not expected by them ? What if I let them down ? It'll crush them ! I need to know what to do.... Pray...